March '04

3/31/04 ~ Good Friends

I recently got back in touch with an old friend from high school and am really glad that I did. I think that even though there was a lot that kept us apart in high school (a.k.a. her crazy boyfriends) she really was my best friend.  It's good to hear from her and hear her success' in her career and marriage.  She is having a baby soon and oddly enough it is due close to my birthday which is really cool in my opinion.

I've also gained a new friend that has become really close, someone I've known for 6 months or more but really only started talking to within the last couple months and really gotten to know her.  She listens to me babble daily and I do the same for her, it's a really great way to relieve a lot of the stresses in life and I am glad that we are there to provide that function for each other. Sings, "... and I hope that I don't fall in love with you."

3/28/04 ~ Things looking up

Well, it's been awhile since I've bothered saying anything new.  I don't know if that has been due to a lack of motivation, or just so much BS that I couldn't bother putting it in words.  I think it is more of the latter.

At any rate.. the sun is shining a little brighter lately and I feel I've lifted some weight off my shoulders.  I am finally taking a little bit of control back in my life and not letting my ex dictate so much about how I can live.  I am moving to day shifts for the first time in my career at this shit ass job I have.  The ex has agreed to cut the child support in half since I am loosing a decent chunk of change by moving shifts, and even though I'm not 100% positive that it will be enough of a cut I am looking forward to finding out.  Benefits of doing this change will be the ability to have my son for more overnights, as well as have a lot more free time on my social calendar to hopefully meet some new people and find someone to share my time with.

All good news by the way I see it, and it's been far too long since I have seen it that way.

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